Kim Kardashian has been M.I.A. since giving birth to her and boyfriend Kanye West’s daughter this past June.

While the rumor mill has run amok on the debut of baby North (will she make her first appearance on Kris Jenner’s talk show? the cover of Vogue magazine?), Kim K braved the paparazzi storm and stepped out in a denim shirt, leggings and a slightly round post-preggers tummy.

According to Us Weekly, the 32-year-old business mogul said that Kimmy didn’t want to emerge from hiding until she reached her weight loss goal of 115 lbs. ” ‘She’s extremely self-conscious about her current body,” the insider said.”She said when she comes out and gets photographed for the first time, she wants to look hot, hot, hot.” She has reportedly already shed 30 lbs.